ćSpecialćFor āLIVE in my bedroomā
I did a live performance from my bedroom.
At this gig I sang a lot of songs.
I thought it would be more fun if you knew what it mean so I decided to publish the original lyrics and the translated version in English. I’m happy if you like it!
1. Taranai
I love you my own way
Your eyes were that beckoning road
I love you my own way
I surrendered my ears as you spoke
I sat next to you, my silence you wished
As the sound of your breath reverberated on my body
Letting my emotions get the better of me
Saying it out loud with no restraint
All that needed to be known, yet your response was
I crave, I crave , I crave for you
Proclaiming my desire for you beyond anyone else
Yet what does it really matter
My expressions were met with indifference
Leaving me lost in my confusion
A million times I gave you my heart
Still I heard that constant refrain
Not enough, not enough, not enough at all
Convincing myself that you were perfectćććććććććććć
But realising that I was not
The end is here and the show is over ć
Rising from the depths I took my leave
And emptied my soul
I loved you my own way
your voice grabbed my leg
Not enough, not enough, not enough at all
Iāve loved you more than anyone
Your voice pulled my hair
I crave, I crave , I crave for you
2. Like Five Minutes Ago
Listen to my fantasies
That approach before I sleep
Insights that take you further
Sound, air and myself
Nothing more than a vessel
Everything is made of gaps so
Not much difference, not much difference
As the world resets every minute
I seem to disappear only
To return every second
I am ever-changing yet
Not much has changed
Itās not much different
Not much difference, not much difference
It doesnāt really mean anything
My delusion takes flight into the night
Iām flying in a spiral with the earth
Iām never in the same place for a moment
Time is a volatile thing
Yet I did not exist until five minutes ago
Itās not much different, itās not much different
Iām just sleeping in the gap
Itās not much different, itās not much differentć
It doesnāt really mean anything
As we speak comes a new idea
That the previous Earth was flat
This world is now made
In this impeccable world which is now complete,
My thoughts elude me for the time being
Itās not much different, itās not much different
When I wake up, it will disappear
Itās not much different, itās not much different
There was nothing five minutes ago
Itās not much different, itās not much different
Only in your mind will you hear this
Maybe itās there, maybe itās there
But Iām not here anymore
3. The Weather Doll
Iām lying in my room
All alone on the weekend
A torn-up ticket is all that remains
Of my failed plans
The day passes me by
Unable to do anything about it
God help me
Iāve been a good person
I know itās the right thing
The day I was supposed to see you
It was the to be the last saturday
Iām so down
God help me
Please, you know Iām a good person
Please, please, just once in my life
Is happiness too much?
You canāt make us fight them
You canāt chop what sky I see
You canāt make us fight.
You canāt lose what Iāve got.
4. The Ceiling Is Watching
Hey, someone is laughing outside the curtain
Hey, the bell is signaling the end of schoolć
Hey, the movie has been playing non-stop ć
The climactic scene can be seen in the corner of the eye.
Why havenāt you been watching.
Hey, you chose the movie, didnāt you?
Hey, you and I were doing silly things recently.
Hey, you were laughing with me earlier
Iām alone on the ceiling right now
Hey, it can be cold when itās a high ceiling
Hey, and itās hard to breathe with a low ceiling
Hey, your promises to be my warmth have left me cold
Hey, that moment that we gave up everything, it was seen by
The ceiling, the ceiling. The ceiling was watching
The ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling is watching us
Hey, the end is here, and this feeling will soon pass
Hey, I wonāt say a word, just so you can do what you want
Hey, Itās all over now and I will get betterā¦such a joke
Hey, Iām running away from everything, and my face was on
The ceiling. The ceiling. The ceiling was watching
The ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling is watching us
Hey, trying to find happiness as my soul and voice fail
Hey, do I miss what you brought to my life, now gone?
Hey, my desire was boundless, but now itās on hold
Hey, the room has shallow mementoes, yet my heart does not
The ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling. Iām looking
The ceiling. The ceiling. The ceiling is watching you
The ceiling. The ceiling. The ceiling was watching
The ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling is watching us
5. Mirror In The Mirror
Mirror, mirror on the wall
When no one else is around.
It’s time to talk to you.Inside the Matching Mirrors.
A way of life in the mirror
by taking a picture of the surroundings
as if someone were there
A word that everyone says āyou look like meā
Because thatās natural I just copy
No matter who you are
the mirror is aligned and there is no axis after all
Meaning of being a mirror
Meaning of having to be a mirror
Meaning of being born in a mirror
Resonance image that expands round and round
when the mirror reflects the mirror
A piece of glass that is exposed if approached
It does not stick to your fingers
Pretend to be there and look back
imitate the shadow as you wish
Yet the left and right sides are turned over
and even if you play again, rock paper scissors reaches a draw
eventually everyone gets bored
Returning to the real world
But if you are a mirror
if you face each other and look
The right and left decorations have melted down
and surely does not know the end or the beginning
You reflect me I reflect you
The sound that screams infinitely louder
is the meaning he was born in the mirror
Mirror, mirror on the wall
When no one else is around.
It’s time to talk to you.Inside the Matching Mirrors.
Meaning of being a mirror
Meaning of having to be a mirror
Meaning of being born in a mirror
Resonance image that expands round and round
when the mirror reflects the mirror