【Special】For “LIVE in my bedroom”

I did a live performance from my bedroom.
At this gig I sang a lot of songs.
I thought it would be more fun if you knew what it mean so I decided to publish the original lyrics and the translated version in English. I’m happy if you like it!

1. Taranai

I love you my own way
Your eyes were that beckoning road
I love you my own way
I surrendered my ears as you spoke

I sat next to you, my silence you wished
As the sound of your breath reverberated on my body

Letting my emotions get the better of me
Saying it out loud with no restraint
All that needed to be known, yet your response was

I crave, I crave , I crave for you

Proclaiming my desire for you beyond anyone else
Yet what does it really matter
My expressions were met with indifference
Leaving me lost in my confusion

A million times I gave you my heart
Still I heard that constant refrain

Not enough, not enough, not enough at all

Convincing myself that you were perfect            
But realising that I was not
The end is here and the show is over  
Rising from the depths I took my leave
And emptied my soul

I loved you my own way
your voice grabbed my leg

Not enough, not enough, not enough at all

I’ve loved you more than anyone
Your voice pulled my hair

I crave, I crave , I crave for you

2. Like Five Minutes Ago

Listen to my fantasies
That approach before I sleep
Insights that take you further
Sound, air and myself
Nothing more than a vessel
Everything is made of gaps so
Not much difference, not much difference

As the world resets every minute
I seem to disappear only
To return every second
I am ever-changing yet
Not much has changed
It’s not much different

Not much difference, not much difference
It doesn’t really mean anything

My delusion takes flight into the night
I’m flying in a spiral with the earth
I’m never in the same place for a moment
Time is a volatile thing
Yet I did not exist until five minutes ago

It’s not much different, it’s not much different
I’m just sleeping in the gap
It’s not much different, it’s not much different 
It doesn’t really mean anything

As we speak comes a new idea
That the previous Earth was flat
This world is now made
In this impeccable world which is now complete,
My thoughts elude me for the time being

It’s not much different, it’s not much different
When I wake up, it will disappear
It’s not much different, it’s not much different
There was nothing five minutes ago

It’s not much different, it’s not much different
Only in your mind will you hear this
Maybe it’s there, maybe it’s there
But I’m not here anymore

3. The Weather Doll

I’m lying in my room
All alone on the weekend
A torn-up ticket is all that remains
Of my failed plans
The day passes me by
Unable to do anything about it
God help me
I’ve been a good person
I know it’s the right thing

The day I was supposed to see you
It was the to be the last saturday
I’m so down
God help me
Please, you know I’m a good person
Please, please, just once in my life
Is happiness too much?

You can’t make us fight them
You can’t chop what sky I see
You can’t make us fight.
You can’t lose what I’ve got.

4. The Ceiling Is Watching

Hey, someone is laughing outside the curtain
Hey, the bell is signaling the end of school 
Hey, the movie has been playing non-stop  
The climactic scene can be seen in the corner of the eye.
Why haven’t you been watching.

Hey, you chose the movie, didn’t you?
Hey, you and I were doing silly things recently.
Hey, you were laughing with me earlier
I’m alone on the ceiling right now

Hey, it can be cold when it’s a high ceiling
Hey, and it’s hard to breathe with a low ceiling
Hey, your promises to be my warmth have left me cold
Hey, that moment that we gave up everything, it was seen by
The ceiling, the ceiling. The ceiling was watching
The ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling is watching us

Hey, the end is here, and this feeling will soon pass
Hey, I won’t say a word, just so you can do what you want
Hey, It’s all over now and I will get better…such a joke
Hey, I’m running away from everything, and my face was on
The ceiling. The ceiling. The ceiling was watching
The ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling is watching us

Hey, trying to find happiness as my soul and voice fail
Hey, do I miss what you brought to my life, now gone?
Hey, my desire was boundless, but now it’s on hold
Hey, the room has shallow mementoes, yet my heart does not
The ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling. I’m looking
The ceiling. The ceiling. The ceiling is watching you

The ceiling. The ceiling. The ceiling was watching
The ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling, the ceiling is watching us

5. Mirror In The Mirror

Mirror, mirror on the wall
When no one else is around.
It’s time to talk to you.Inside the Matching Mirrors.

A way of life in the mirror
by taking a picture of the surroundings
as if someone were there
A word that everyone says “you look like me”

Because that’s natural I just copy
No matter who you are
the mirror is aligned and there is no axis after all

Meaning of being a mirror
Meaning of having to be a mirror
Meaning of being born in a mirror
Resonance image that expands round and round
when the mirror reflects the mirror

A piece of glass that is exposed if approached
It does not stick to your fingers
Pretend to be there and look back
imitate the shadow as you wish

Yet the left and right sides are turned over
and even if you play again, rock paper scissors reaches a draw
eventually everyone gets bored
Returning to the real world

But if you are a mirror
if you face each other and look
The right and left decorations have melted down
and surely does not know the end or the beginning
You reflect me I reflect you
The sound that screams infinitely louder
is the meaning he was born in the mirror

Mirror, mirror on the wall
When no one else is around.
It’s time to talk to you.Inside the Matching Mirrors.

Meaning of being a mirror
Meaning of having to be a mirror
Meaning of being born in a mirror
Resonance image that expands round and round
when the mirror reflects the mirror